I had mono last summer, and even though it didn’t actually keep me from going about my daily life, I had to stop going to the gym and all the other active stuff that I like to do. From the moment I got it, life completely sucked. It took me half a year to get out of that funk.

I have not been feeling my absolute best for the last couple of days. The thing that is really freaking me out is that I am afraid I have mono again because I am experiencing the same symptoms as last year. And life is really pretty good right now. I think I’m really afraid that I’m going to lose another half a year to this, especially when I have so many great things coming up.

This better not be what I am afraid it is.